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Johan Anderson
13 February 2009 @ 08:02 pm
PRIVATE (hard to hack);

Why would Juudai do something like that? He was the one who always said that he wouldn't care if... Or was that a lie? Did I fall into a trap I should have seen coming?

I can't believe it. I just can't... believe that it happened at all.

If that's the way that it's going to be, then it's my fault. My responsibility, and my cross to bear. Fitting punishment. I won't let Juudai sacrifice himself for me, if that's what he was trying to do, though I have my doubts. And I won't let this conflict with Yubel turn into his problem. I can't.

... Then, that's all there is to it. I'll distance myself. That should keep Yubel content for the time being, I hope.

It feels too much like I'm running away

[[ backdated to before the sticky event and after this entry. Um... Johan's up for sticking, by the by, although lately he's been fairly reclusive compared to normal standards. ]]
mood: confusedconfused
Johan Anderson
30 December 2008 @ 10:30 pm
It's almost time for a new year! Heh -- Let's hope that the next year is even better than this one! Of course, this year was pretty great, considering Juudai and Yubel ended up here. Although, if you think of it that way, it really wasn't that great since I'm sure they weren't pleased about that.

Everybody's been remembering stuff, too. It was the same last year, wasn't it?

PRIVATE; hackable -
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Hey, Juudai! Remember anything interesting?

[[ a;sdfansdf okay. 3% used on the Sand World arc (since I'd already technically used 1%), 1% remaining. (2% of the turkey event memories used, 1% holiday). ]]
mood: contemplativecontemplative
Johan Anderson
20 December 2008 @ 10:36 pm
Wow... I hate to be repetitive, but castles? Haha, Memento Eden: nobody can accuse it of lacking imagination! I'm kind of liking this fairy tale thing - well, except for the fact that people seem to have forgotten who they are. I'm tempted to spoil endings, but hey, that wouldn't be any fun.

So, how's everybody holding up, for those of you who are "normal"?

... I bet Olette would have really liked to see this. Ah, stop being silly, Johan - she's better off where she belongs.


You're still normal, right? So, well, I was thinking - you haven't got a roommate anymore, and mine just moved out not too long ago. You think maybe you'd like to move in? Or vice versa.

Or we could get a place at the Memoria Apartments. I'm sure we could do fine splitting the costs between us. And there wouldn't be as much chaos there, I bet.
mood: goodgood
Johan Anderson
27 November 2008 @ 06:05 pm
What are all these weird bird things...? "Turkeys," I keep hearing? I've never seen anything like them before. They're pretty excitable, aren't they? Somehow, this reminds me of those melon patches that appeared this summer, although the melons didn't attack people. I wonder if they taste good. Seems like we're going to be eating them for days, if what I'm reading is true. If these things keep it up, though, I'm going to have a hard time making it to work.

I also heard that there are some "pilgrims" or something like that around. Can't say I've heard of pilgrims, either. Maybe they're here to hunt turkeys, haha! That would be a pretty weird coincidence. Then again, knowing this place...

Juudai! Hey, Juudai! Let's catch a turkey. It'll be fun!
mood: curiouscurious
Johan Anderson
01 November 2008 @ 10:33 pm
Haha, I'm having a great week... First that weird nightmare, and now Olette is gone.

Wherever she is, I wish her the best.

PRIVATE; hackable -
It's strange, because this time it's happening to me. Somebody close to me is gone... What would I do if - if Tsuna, or Yubel, or Juudai left, too?

Hey, Olette. Where've you gone? Are you with Roxas now, maybe?

I hope you'll be happy, wherever you've gone to.

As for that nightmare... I think it's best if I just don't think about it too much. I can't even tell which part was the worst; the fact that I was ready to die or the fact that I honestly thought I was going to be saved.

[[ uh, and after some thinking about it, the last 1% goes to the season four Johan-Juudai duel. ]]
mood: discontentdiscontent
Johan Anderson
29 October 2008 @ 04:12 pm
cut for narrative.Collapse )

[[ 2% spent on flashes of memories of being in / being placed in the Rainbow Dragon. He'll spend time alternating between being awake and asleep. While he's asleep, he's more or less dead until somebody disturbs him or around every three hours. If he wakes naturally, then he'll be unable to really do anything except breathe and open his eyes. He will appear to be in pain, then fade back into sleep. However, if he's disturbed, then he'll ramble for awhile and then likely try to kill himself so he won't have to go back to sleep. He'll fall asleep before he can harm himself, though. Italics = narrative; normal = thoughts.]]
Johan Anderson
11 October 2008 @ 05:13 pm

It wouldn't be awkward if I asked you to the onsen party, would it?

If you've already got plans already, that's okay too. We'll have to make sure to meet up, though!

[[ He means it completely platonically, btw juudai told him to ]]

Are you going to go to the onsen party?
mood: cheerfulcheerful
Johan Anderson
30 September 2008 @ 06:37 pm
It seems like everybody's back to normal now. I'm pretty glad; I prefer being of my usual gender.

"PRIVATE"; but not really -

I have to admit that... I've been kind of troubled lately. The Juudai that I remember isn't the same as the Juudai that I remember. Both the older and younger ones...

They're not the same. None of them are...

It doesn't matter to me, though. He's my... friend. I trust that feeling more than my memories.
mood: cheerfulcheerful
Johan Anderson
22 September 2008 @ 07:29 pm
I'm a - but I'm not -

This seems to be a pretty big problem, huh?

PRIVATE - hackable

I remember something interesting... I was in a tournament, and recieved the Gem Beasts. My family. But it's missing something... it's missing a card. The ace card.

And I remember another duel, with a woman named Giese.

... Whatever happened to her... she probably deserved it.

[[ O RITE. ~1.5% spent on winning the tourney where he got the Gem Beasts, ~1.5% spent on dueling Giese. 0% remaining. ]]
mood: embarrassedembarrassed
Johan Anderson
11 September 2008 @ 08:08 pm
So, anybody want to learn to play Duel Monsters? Now that I remember more of it, I'd like to challenge myself a bit more. It's not that hard, really.


I remembered you again. It was different this time, though.

You were older than you are now. That's not the only way you were different, though.

[[ Anybody around Johan will probably have noted he seems a bit more downcast than usual in the past few weeks, although he covers it up well. He'll be seen flipping through his cards in random places, apparently distracting himself frome something. Anybody with spiritual abilities may notice animals in the cards [ a cat, tiger, carbuncle, eagle, turtle, mammoth, and pegasus, to be specific ] flickering in and out. ]]
mood: calmcalm